I ask God to please help me when I go through personal trials. I ask Him to comfort me when I'm at the point of despair. When I endure injustices, I often wonder do God even care? I believe God cares! But yet, I still wonder if God is there or not? I know that sounds crazy, but I find myself questioning and doubting daily.
I believe He is here for me and there for you. But why do He allow us to go through tribulations is beyond me. I'm not a theologian, preacher or philosopher. I'm just a guy that has experienced a great deal of anguish, but I believe (by faith) that He hears my prayers and knows about my grief, pain and short comings.
Even when my faith is tried and tested, and doubt creeps up, I don't lose faith!
Please enjoy this message the Lord put on my heart to share with you....
God is There
O Lord, sometimes I wanna break down and shed a tear,
when I think about all my trials I endured this year.
My anguish causes me not to sleep,
though I'm suffering I try not to weep.
I asked You repeatedly to send a little help,
I asked You to guide my every step.
I thought today would be a better day when it got started,
but I’m still lonely, depressed, and brokenhearted.
I’m so discouraged until I don’t know what to do,
I've been hoping and praying to at least
get an encouraging word from You...
Isaiah 26:3-9, Proverbs 8: 23-30, Isaiah 61:1-2